memorable moments..

Farewell to 2006.. and hello to a brand new year in 2 days time.. Well I wun't say time really flies.. as indeed it has been a year full of ups and down.. never in my life have I experienced such drastic changes.. coming to an end of the year, i think it's a good time now for some reflections on the happenings this year..

Starting from a goal I made last year.. I could remember that I wanted to get trained up and slim down for the sake of her.. hmm looking at me now.. okie lar~ Mai Hiam Bay Pai.. thou not those very fit and muscular type but as least I'm pretty less corpulent as compared to last time right.. all thanks to army ar.. turning me into an exercise machine and hit the Year-of-most-sweat-perspired award..

Graduating from Nyp.. indeed it has given me lotsa fond memories and experiences.. meeting of many wonderful people.. close friends like bob.. ken.. ah soon.. aier.. trigger.. ecc coursemates.. the big family from Nyp guitar club.. and also my first relationship.. hmm sadly, graduation seems to mark an end to all the fun we used to have.. mainly because everyone has been busy moving on to the next phase of their life.. and it's definitely not an easy way man, burden starts to set in..no longer the juvenile teenage who cares about enjoyment all day.. Nevertheless, thou we don't contact that often now.. we'll always remember everyone for all the good old times we had.. right guys?

hmm.. sad to say that my relationship with her didnt work out in the end.. thinking of it now, the way I used to behave and mindset everything are indeed pretty immature in the past.. probably thats the reason we didn't make it in the end.. somehow I felt like I owe her an apology for all the things I've failed to do so.. well still I'm very glad to see that she's doing very well now.. at least much better off being with me.. lol.. man i made myself sound so futile.. Okie.. I believe these are lessons in life which we can learn from it and eventually make us a better person in life..

After the breakup life has been pretty gloomy all the way.. and something very weird is I refused all help and concern from family and friends.. i remember all i did was to stay alone and grieve over what has happened.. hmm..not gd ar.. thats the worst thing one can do after a breakup.. it doesnt help in any way and all it does is to make you feel more dismal day by day.. so friends.. if u're feeling murky now.. do something positive and get brighten up.. only you yourself decide how you want to lead your life everyday and not anyone else..

4 months later a new Botak evolved in the world.. I still remember the very first day i'm enlisted to bmt in tekong.. the kuku recruit who's so lost and don't know what to do at all.. but those were the days man.. had so much fun with my bunkmates.. everyone doing kuku things together.. then kena tekan upside down together.. and end up swearing together in bathroom every night.. seriously recruit life is still the best of ns life..

then I moved on to trainee phase in OCS.. that's where I met someone very inspiring.. My platoon commander Captain Seah.. he's a very unique officer as he's able to inspire you alot and motivates you to strive on thru the tough times.. not forgetting my bunch of wonderful section mates.. I seriously enjoyed every moment spent with all of them.. those times we fought for the best section competition.. those times we got lost in dense vegetations and walked out of it as a section.. those silly things we did to saravanan's *** in his room.. and many more memorable times when we worked hard together to achieve.. thats where I experienced the real teamwork.. Sierra Platoon 3 Section 2 - Bonderz..



As for setting goals for next year.. not much of a choice anyway.. Hopefully I can do well in my officership.. and on 9th june 2007 at the parade square in SAFTI.. my parents and friends can witness me being commission and be a good officer as what I've promised Captain Seah..